Life's Short
Saturday, December 30, 2006

6:25 PM

lol

Q: what will you be doing on new year eve?

!! its tml! lol.

ytd went for a bike prac lesson. damn pissed by the 2 fuking instructor.
whole lesson jus keep staring at 2 gal, jus becoz they were 'hot'!
joke ard for the whole 100min. at first i tot they were still ok quite frenly n im so sure im gonna pass this time! slowly.. making fun out of the rest includin me to entertain the 2 gals. ,l,=.=
in the end.. we all failed except those 2 gal. ';...;' ,l, they made so many mistakes! i made a few nia. n the rest did so well. they din even really observe our rides. AH wasted another $30+ becoz of this kind of tikos-

this morning got a slot which i bought hengfully! went n took it very seriously. passed. phew.
1 last step till my very own biking time!

whole afternoon at home doing nuttin. 'thnx' to some1 who reminded me wats bored. lol! thou im getting used to bored. bad weather too.. cant go for a jog or wat. stay home n think rubbiiishly. i think i'll leave the project n assessment till the very last day of holiday. LOls

'dont you ever wish you were someone 1 else..'

i seems to becoming sum1 everyone hates. lols.

Friday, December 29, 2006

2:11 AM

What would you say if I asked you not to go To forget everyone, forget everything and start over with me Would you take my hand and never let me go Promise me you'll never let me go And now the stars aren't out tonight, But neither are we to look up at them Why does hello feel like goodbye? These memories can't replace, These wishes I wished and dreams I chased Take this broken heart and make it right I feel like I lost everything when you're gone Left remembering what it's like to have you here with me I thought you should know, You're not making this easy I never thought I'd be the one to say Please don't, well please don't leave me I feel like I lost everything when you're gone Left remembering what it's like to have you here with me I thought you should know, You're not making this easy You're not making this easy (easy, easy, easy...) Take my hand and never let me go, Take my hand and never let me go, Promise me... You'll never let go You'll never let go You'll never let go You'll never let go Make this last forever I feel like I lost everything when you're gone Left remembering what it's like to have you here with me I thought you should know, You're not making this easy You're not making this easy You're not making this easy You're not making this easy You're not making this easy I'll fall asleep tonight, 'cause that brings me closer to you.

lol nv watch drama when feeling down. it will makes u emo more!

term break ending very soon le..
still got projects n assessment haven do..
bike lesson still have a little more to go..
new year coming too 2007 piggy!
2yrs in poly le..
6 yrs since secondary..
12 yrs since primary..
18 yrs since born..
althou im oso sick of saying it but
'time really flies'
LOLs

this coming year:
i doubt i'll get new frens.
certainly there bound to be lost of frens.
enjoy everyday with bunch of dudes.
pass TP n get a my own bike!
hope everything goes smoothly for me
learn more new skills
more n more etc.

this new year eve:
unknown.

to whom it concern.. its difficult but i'll try.

I promise to be a better man!

Thursday, December 28, 2006

1:17 AM

jus viewed NvEr's blogg. im not so good in vocab but im really moved.
so .. this entry is inspired by her.
however, instead of photo. i reviewed the videos of the chalet.
im surprise i still laughed at some scene even thou i've watched it times n times again.
sad to say..the group of 7 dun really clique anymore.
i might be the cause of it. guilty over it as well..
jus hope pple understands why.

jus like i said.
disputes rise among every group n circle of fren
but no matter wat happens
i believes tt bonds will still be bonded..
however, friendship wun last.
trust, sincerity, security, belongingness is the 4 essential quality for the eternalship of all relation.

i'll always tell myself,"i hates n loves sum1 till the very end of my life."

but

i always ask myself,"how long will it lasts? as time goes by, everything jus fades. do people wait? can i stop all these now?"

till now, i dun really know how to answer. maybe i dun understands myself at all.
approaching friends for answer is wat i always did.

confidence is something i never had.
courage is something i lack of.
trust is something i cant give and get.
sincerity, i know i have it but it can hardly get appreciated.
perseverance, i believes tt it comes with sincerity.
security is something tt cant be promised.
committment, lost the touch of it n dun wish to try it again.
hope, no longer carries it around.
luck, the very last thing tt has been around me for long. good or bad.

sometimes, i really wish tt i can let it go. right, its not easy to likes someone.. but its not easy to forget someone oso. times doesnt heals, it jus allows pple to get used to it. maybe all these while wat she did was meant for good, but to me..the wound seems to be getting deeper. i tried, but not hard enough. its jus like wat others say.. im still nt good enuff. moves on. i shud have went along wif her wish n let it heals. can friend really last like wat she said. jus wish to lend a pair of ear to share the sorrow. tml has never been a better day ever since tt day. losing a best fren is worst than fallin out of love, i jus know tt. i know even turning back now still will no longer leads back the same road. but looking back to the past, all the things i've done, can she felt it? i've always say to myself, no point regreting coz nothing can be reverted. haha.. i really regretted the very moment i confessed everything. always wondering if things will be different if a decision made is changed. jus like "dejavu". hais. nothing matters anymore, i've decided to accept F.F n removes the bandages. life still goes on.

even writing all these.. im doubting myself whether all these speak from my heart or am i deceiving myself. haha..

hey NvEr` im quite a tank for alcohol. ^^

felt much better bloggin it down.
i shud really go for english lessons. lol.

Thursday, December 21, 2006

11:42 AM

Last Friday :

morning 3d drawing lesson was cancelled so i went to sch at 1pm for semestral project. lol was quite happy with our project at first. but week after week the work we produce r getting 'low quality' haix~ me n my teamate r both at faults bah.

after semestral project, its an hr lecture but i have to skipped it to meet zhuxi. i rushed to the mrt! even forgot to pass my admin card to classmate to tap for attendance. lol was gonna meet up bing n sky as sky is gonna interview Mr Goh(former tibia:Wira)

we went to esplanade there de starbuck. lol sky made a big venue mistake. suppose to be dhouby ghaut de starbuck. but Mr Goh, a nice guy, dun mind driving here. The interview is jus between sky n Wira. but i think all of us gain the experience he had for his entrepreneurship. i enjoyed the session. the starbuck coffee n tiramisu is holy nice.

after tt we walk around the place. some pics:

Saturday:

early morning cycled to RP wif sky zhuxi bing weifeng for SWIMING lol. at first i dun liek the idea of going there to swim. but nevertheless, i went. LOl its quite good. 10 times better than WSC. loves it tt no one is there except a lifeguard. n sun is shining for the moment. swim abit tan abit. n it starts to rain so we went to change n fill our stomach!

pics cant be posted lol something wrong again.

nvm. moves on.

eat the lobster house at RP. its quite delicious n expensive lol. having filled stomach, we explored RP's sporthall. alot nicer than my sch lol. went to bing's hse to play mahjong, computer, watch movie. lol hes hse becoming like our hse got sense of freedom haha. went down to 136 for lunch, chicken rice. discussed about watching movie later on. plans to catch A battle of the Wits. but cwp no longer shows it. so we chose the next nearest cinema yishun GV. its 11.45 lol midnite show. we went home to get ready for the night cycling to yishun.

soon. 9+ i went back to bing hse. went out to meet xavier at 10.45. on our way there, my rear tyre burst! =.= had no choice but to loan a bike from jl's bro. its quite a good bike. lot better than mine lol. after a whole 20min+ smooth riding, we reachED! jus nice 11.40, got 5 min for toilet breaks n purchasing of popcorn. the movie was GRREAT! 4.5/5 stars! strategic n touching. after tt we cycled back home! lol morning swim night cycle. if we were to jog in noon. tt will be a complete Iron Man Competition lol.

Sunday:

cant remember anything about it. but i think nuttin much happen coz we're all tired after saturday 'IRON MAN Training"

Monday:

abit bored writing so many days event at once lol.

got WSC training camp. monday - wed 9 - 4pm. starting today. went sch for the camp. the things learnt there is very different from wat i learnt. but its quite interesting. i pick up things fast >.<>

after tt, went to catch A Night at museum at cineleisure. got 4 free tix for redemption from m1. bing zhuxi wf n me 4 pple lol. crap n talk on the way there. upon reaching somerset station. i realise tt i forgot to bring the tickets !!! omg. din wan to trouble my family to bring it here. so tried explaining to the staff there. lol we got in! lucky! its super funny n nice show! 4/5 star.

met jl n sl there while we having our dinner at KFC. after tt, we make our way home in rain. HSH.

Tuesday:

suppose to have the camp today. wake up n think about it. will i get selected for it? im not so into this skill. haix so i skipped it. i wun regret it. so decided to meet up wif the jl,sl, zhuxi n bing for purchasing of things for the class chalet.

bought all the necessary things. went to cwp interchange to meet the rest of class. in the end onli 11 turn up. jinchuan waiting at chalet there le. took 168 to tampines there n change to bus 29. the chalet was BIG very very BIG. 2 storey. but way too big for jus 12 pax. n its raining whole day so boring. can onli play indooor. too squeezy having bbq indoor wif so little space. overall the chalet was okok. onli the midnight was the best LOL.

Wednesday:

have to book out 10.30am. so so so tired!!! everything happen jus look like a dream to me. onli manage to sleep for an hr lol zhuxi n kenny was tempted by me to sleep for 10min LOL. we got out of the hse went to jetty there saw Li Nan Xin n Song Yi Fei filmin show i think. then we went off to take bus back to tampines for breakfast. after tt goodbye to every1 n HSH. reach home n sleep. till 5.30pm had to get up for bike prac. so tired, hoping tt wun crash later. lol. indeed din do well for the prac. have to repeat it. went home ate dinner and sleep

Thursday:

going for prac lesson later on. i slept for 14 hr.

the end.

Wednesday, December 13, 2006

7:25 PM

WAHAHA JUST score 6 PoiNT!!! for class 2B Ciruit Test!! Provisional Driving Licence Obtained.
THIS CALL FOR CELEBRATION!!!

was thinking to get a new phone for myself. 6280 seriously sux. wanted to sell to my fren BUT doesnt feel good cheating them lOl. well was planning to get w850i de. $368 wif my 6280 tradein. seen all the review, specification, webbie, etc. its quite good! but i shud start to learn thrifty. Fortunately, i asked jeremy about this phone. reply : " my bro jus sold his away. ITS SUX! battery life super super short. summroe onli can play less than 4mb de mp3!!!" waoh. luckily i asked him. sudden change of mind. 6280 still ok. i'll visit nokia care again. LOL

Morale of the story: "Check this check that, dun jus relies on review n notes, Experience talks."



1:05 PM

truth.

"some may think that wat they are trying to do or doing is right/good for others. well, it maybe true. but somehow they forget how the other side will react. knowing that u r doing it purposely, yet they accept it. then u felt that u've suceeded but in fact, both r being deceived by themselves."

suddenly emo wrote all these rubbish. im jus a guy with a heavy burden resting on spot, while others have already move on with their burden. its not tt letting the burden off is difficult, its jus easier to say than to do it. im training on spot to be able to carry the burden once again n move on. its jus a matter of time.

laugh all you want.

i foreseen one day the whole will get lost in their own mentality world.

2 more days till holiday!

goodluck myself for circuit test later. vroooms away~

Tuesday, December 12, 2006

10:15 AM

pic from top : Do u see a sunrise or sunset?

from this moment on..

i'll be strong!

woke up early in a stresss morning.. having 2 mid term test later continuously de. 1st paper still ok ok.. but second 1 wa noe nuts about it. have to study now!

jus came to update the blog song.

brings back lots lots lots of memories. in the past, always get to hear this song during couple's wedding as im working as banquet waiter there. lol witness countless of couple marriage. get to watch them vow for eternity. kua zhang* but its quite touching at tt moment. tts y this song is so popular for wedding tt time.

not onli this! oso remember of those very very close fren sworn brothers at work. they treat me so well! haha ytd jus chat with calvin, sworn brother! lol chatting of the last chalet we had... my hair was dyed the very first time in tt chalet LOL we all bought lots of dyes n every boy n gal dyed their hair lol frens doesnt need to be together then call fren de bah.. as long as theres unforgetable memories, u wan to forget ur frens oso difficult. haha.. i still remember their name so clearly! got vinson, calvin(zhixian), jiting, lianhong, weisiong, jean, baoyu, ern ern, ivan, ken who else ar lol so many good souls helped me at work n life! din have chance to thnx them in the past.. but i'll bear it in heart.

HAVE TO STUDY LE! ^^

Friday, December 08, 2006

4:29 PM

day in day out.

thou everyday's the same for me. wake sch eat go home game sleep.
but im tryin the hardest to fufil every single dream i had.
tryin to make more personal archievement when im young.
tryin to learn as much as i can and be a more useful person.
tryin to change my mindset, attitude and perspection.
tryin to be optimistic, stand up n move on whenever i fall.

nothing will happen if i dun try.

din blog much lately coz blogger seems to be having a problem for me.

got over the mid term presentation test assessment n etc quite smoothly.
1 more week till holiday n soon after it, the real big thing will be comin.

a graduated class outing was proudly organised by jinchuan.
a 3d2n chalet (i think) at changi chalet not tt chalet u think it is.
received quite a number of positive response.
hopefully more will flow in.
thou each n every1 will have their own new circle of fren, mental environment or life,
gather up once in a while with the old 'flame'. flash back here n there. remembering the old days.
looking forward to it.
any1 who can make it
contact siling, jinchuan, bing, me or any1 involves.

^^ Happy Holiday to those having Holiday.
Philosophy
Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets, so love the people who treat you right, forget the ones who don’t and believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said that it would be easy; they just promised it would be worth it.
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A friend is like a four leaf clover, very hard to find but very lucky to have.
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