Friday, January 05, 2007
5:08 PM
still up late in the night.. cant fall asleep again. lols..
been months.
looking back the time.. all the things i've done.
enuff of the good deeds n foolish acts.
lets talk about the Satan in my heart!
'maybe jesus doesnt lives in everyone's heart, but for sure everyone's heart lives Satan!'
extracted from TenaciousD:The Pick Of Destiny.
lols. Bad-
since young, my grandma pampered me too much.
kinda stubborn and does almost watever i wan
i vividly remember i poke some1 eyes in K1 with a mechanical pencil of his.
he was playing wif the pencil, disturbs me wif it. grab it poke it. aww.
after tt incident, din see him in sch at all le.
maybe its jus my imaginary, but zhixuan from msl is my buddy in Kindergarden.
hes quite famous in the class n has 2 pretty little princess beside him (of coz i dun really care at tt time.) lols. then there was 2 'freaks' (im jus angel in disguise) in class, one wif a pair of big ear, the other wif a weird face. both fights all day longgg. n theres this gal who live on the 5th floor then. in the same HDB(im on the 8th). used to be quite close sharing toys, oh together wif a malay boi oso at 5th floor. LOL i can do Yi Zi Ma in the past! infront the gate of the malay boi LOLs HAHA
moves on to primary. got in a class 1E. unknown faces everywhere but i think i din cry LOL. Ms Loh, one of the best teacher i had, arranges our seat. Sat beside a boy name Jack.(my first Best Friend!) hes quite rich. always get extra mechanical pencil (its very popular n rich-man stuff then-) for me! we share almost everything lol. i have nuttin to share thou. friendly, generous, helpful, every virtue a good fren has, he have it. but im not a very good fren, its onli becoz hes RICH lol. then we got into the same class yr n yrs. P5, maybe all of us changed. but no doubt we're still best of the best fren. but nothing really lasts, especially something u cherish the most.
till now i dun really know wats the reason, but our bond broke becoz i backstabbed him? tts wat he told me.. maybe i really did. but din really find out as well. one fine afternoon after PSLE we went to the playground to play as usual. he suddenly pop out n hitting me. ran n ran. he yelled:"dun think watever you do is right! ur way of doing things is totally off. No more fren from today onward." -in chinese. sound something liddat de. pple around got shocked n somehow says i backstab him. was damn pissed then. so embarassed infront of every1 being pushed ard. din bother to ask for details. one of my biggest regret too.
maybe i cant have a best fren in life. losing everytime i got 1. too much suffer from it. too painful. lost too much, learnt alot. all these lesson pays too much of a price! all these happened jus becoz of me. stubborn. n tons of my bad-comings.
sadddd- 1hr passed. watch more teebee le. good day-
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Philosophy
Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets, so love the people who treat you right, forget the ones who don’t and believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said that it would be easy; they just promised it would be worth it.
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A friend is like a four leaf clover, very hard to find but very lucky to have.
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