Life's Short
Thursday, June 28, 2007

11:06 AM

haix dam fedup with this kind of life oh fuck it.

feeling so sick everyday. coming all the way here to work. din get to have a break at all. work work work doing all the shit stuff that im know nuts of. having so many pair of eyes staring at u waiting for u to make mistake n out u go. with pple who u know tt hates u around greeting u so fakely and even spreading fucking rumours about u which u wun even noe. seems like every1 whos getting close to him r drifting away from me. typical assholes. fucked. things begin to pull me down whenever im already half way up. i tried to stay cheerful but things dont really goes tt smoothly. signing bond was nv a regret for me. im more than happy to help out any1 financially when im capable of. though everyday, the tot of 'breaking bond' when appear in mind whenever sumthing illegal tots crosses my mind. 100k. tts it. all the way down the Building i go. still waiting for tt day. riding bikes is really enjoyable and i still look forward for further upgrade classes of bike. but now, riding bike will soon become the reason of breaking the bond. its not safe. dangerous. i know. time management. i dun really manage my time well. i can spend time crapping around n gaming but not using the time on work, studies n family. too many clik of frens. i wun wanna disapoint each of them. but whenever outing crashed. choice had to be made. now i think tt im not part of any clik out there. not a good fren at all. jack of all trade. tts how pple felt a-lone. theres many scene in life i wish to repeat. but i cant. i've let down so many pple by making the wrong choice. when u dissapoint sum1 most likely there wun be another chance he or she will look for u again. family. always tot tt signing the bond would lighten the burden of parents. somehow its right. but im becoming more money minded. thinking money solves n covers everything. giving 200dollar to my sister as present got me a reply of 'i would wan tt 200 dollar, but i wan ur time for family outing more.' money vs time. all these bullshit end up to this fuckup attachment. and ya here i am whining and blaming about these. believe me try it and u'll know wats these all about. waking up early in the morning. be it u drive or take public transport. u'll still nid an hr to reach. and got myself into accident this morning. thou its not my fault. but if the driver ever report it to police n there goes my bond. take this as a lesson learnt. all the above r my personal recount. do understand the meaning of it. it might be my last post.. dun pple onli learn when they're about to die. now im half dead.
Philosophy
Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets, so love the people who treat you right, forget the ones who don’t and believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said that it would be easy; they just promised it would be worth it.
Quotes

A friend is like a four leaf clover, very hard to find but very lucky to have.
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