Life's Short
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Thursday, January 25, 2007
3:52 PM The truth can set you free, but it can also make you feel pretty uncomfortable at times. Be honest with yourself and others, even if it hurts your pride a little. Be proud of everything you have. Our character is what we do when we think no one is looking. Never give up on something that you can't go a day without thinking about. When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place. Never give up on what you really want to do. The person with big dreams is more powerful than one with all the facts. Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak … sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go. A word of encouragement during a failure is worth more than an hour of praise after success. Never deprive someone of hope; it might be all they have. Always listen to your heart, cause even though it's on your left, it's always right. Promises mean everything, but after they are broken, sorry means nothing. Things which does not kill us, only makes us stronger. Be nice to people on your way up because you meet them on your way down. The longer the explanation, the bigger the lie. The quieter you become, the more you can hear. Many people have ideas on how others should change; few people have ideas on how they should change. If you are patient in one moment of anger, you will escape a hundred days of sorrow. Stand up for what you believe in, even if it means standing alone. Never regret. If it's good, it's wonderful. If it's bad, it's experience. The only time success comes before work is in the dictionary. You miss 100% of the shots you don't take. A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step." You were not born a winner, and you were not born a loser. You are what you make yourself be. Do not go where the path may lead, go instead where there is no path and leave a trail. Life isn't measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away. Only dead fish go with the current. Don't worry about the world coming to an end today. It's already tomorrow in another side of Earth. Saturday, January 20, 2007 5:27 PM 3rd yrs specialisation course result out le.. i got into Software Programming. n most pple in the class got into the course they wanted. good for everyone! sumhow 2 yrs past. this bunch of poly frens. haha.. have all become bonded. we're all gonna move on in diff direction in a month time. awww.. i hate this kind of moment. but normally, after some times.. when u get to know new frens or wat. even u still rmbs the old 1. still wun be tt close as the past. lol. everyone has to admit it. every1 thinks this way- the truth! ! Congrats to every1 n Lets all pass this sememster n Graduate in 2008! Tuesday, January 16, 2007 9:48 AM How you feel about yourself now (The Star) Outcome (The Empress) Monday, January 15, 2007 12:41 AM be truthful if u wanna gain trust. sometimes its jus over-suspicious. doesnt matter anymore. right.. happy or sad, still have to live on. thou u have to right to be sad, n dun wish to cheat urself by actin happy. but its jus the way how u view things.. everything good or bad, happy or sad is jus a line apart. 24days- full blessing. im nt able to put off afterall. jus gonna remain silenced. shud be capable of tt. ^.^ Happy F-forever R-relation I-in E-endless N-non-stopping D-depression Sunday, January 14, 2007 2:36 PM haaa- something good happened! its something i've hope for. but dun feel happy at all. nuttin really happen much then. sat, stay home watch Heros. a nice series. angmoh de then off to work. got to know a few new fren there. they're all nice pple. its always better to be 'yourself' ^.^ 25days- not holding back anymore- everything is not the same anymore. wat i seek in '02 no longer exist anymore. Friday, January 12, 2007 5:07 PM who isnt afraid of being hurt.. Thursday, January 11, 2007 9:16 PM theres this part-time lecturer who teaches digital electronic, he asked me wat would i do if sum1 slaps/beat me. lol answer: "i would slap back tightly!" wat i always wish to do. "i would report to the police" logically. but, most of the time i'll jus feel "why i got slapped?" then maybe cry n run away. LOLs. hes quite a good lecturer. facts about me: im a 3min-degree,half pail water,halfway-give-up person all along. bleh. no future in short. welcome to the black parade. Wednesday, January 10, 2007 11:24 PM money is not everything. without money, we're nothing. the birth of currency has made life both good n bad. (everything has 2 sides or more) if u ask some1 whos rich all along. some will choose a simple life(jian pu). if u ask some1 whos poor all along. they would like to be rich. if u ask some1 rich who becomes poor. (suicide) and some1 poor who becomes rich. (heaven) they would say actually boths the same, its jus the way how u treat it. imagine. u affected some disease. need a huge some of money to operate. no1 lend to u. u'll still die. u kena cancer. u got huge some of money. u're willing to give all out. u'll still die. all this is jus base on wat u face n how u face it. theres no right or wrong. fuck.
11:18 PM woke up the wrong side of bed this morning. everything around is turning against me. whole mind filled with anger! ANGRY silently. Fuck everything. Tuesday, January 09, 2007 9:20 AM im busy-body. -some1 everyone hates. not gonna bother about thing happening around from now on. minding my own business. come to think of it, its really none of my business. jus keep my life simple. living in a world of my own. cant see. cant hear. cant feel. Bleh- fucked. im about to break. Monday, January 08, 2007 12:16 AM been working for these 2 days. at least theres something to keep myself busy.. free from thoughts. Rouge. a club at somerset, part of alleybar. pay not tt high, tips not tt much. pple n environment still rox. liveband's cool over there. projects to rush studies to catch up works to do you to think of. to live on- follow ur dreams to keep things steady. if u dun have 1, then u gotta go for ur responsiblity, and do things u should have done. -say sorry to someone u've done wrong to. -pay back ur debts to whoever u owe. -do whatever you have missed out -be fillial to ur folks n not let them worry. and -uphold justice of the society when you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place. -- As soon as you get online... whos name do You look for first? When a Slow Song Comes On The Radio... Whose Face comes To Your Mind first? When You Hear Your Phone Ringing... Who Do You Hope it is callin? Whose name.... Makes Your Heart skip a beat? -- Friday, January 05, 2007 5:08 PM still up late in the night.. cant fall asleep again. lols.. been months. looking back the time.. all the things i've done. enuff of the good deeds n foolish acts. lets talk about the Satan in my heart! 'maybe jesus doesnt lives in everyone's heart, but for sure everyone's heart lives Satan!' extracted from TenaciousD:The Pick Of Destiny. lols. Bad- since young, my grandma pampered me too much. kinda stubborn and does almost watever i wan i vividly remember i poke some1 eyes in K1 with a mechanical pencil of his. he was playing wif the pencil, disturbs me wif it. grab it poke it. aww. after tt incident, din see him in sch at all le. maybe its jus my imaginary, but zhixuan from msl is my buddy in Kindergarden. hes quite famous in the class n has 2 pretty little princess beside him (of coz i dun really care at tt time.) lols. then there was 2 'freaks' (im jus angel in disguise) in class, one wif a pair of big ear, the other wif a weird face. both fights all day longgg. n theres this gal who live on the 5th floor then. in the same HDB(im on the 8th). used to be quite close sharing toys, oh together wif a malay boi oso at 5th floor. LOL i can do Yi Zi Ma in the past! infront the gate of the malay boi LOLs HAHA moves on to primary. got in a class 1E. unknown faces everywhere but i think i din cry LOL. Ms Loh, one of the best teacher i had, arranges our seat. Sat beside a boy name Jack.(my first Best Friend!) hes quite rich. always get extra mechanical pencil (its very popular n rich-man stuff then-) for me! we share almost everything lol. i have nuttin to share thou. friendly, generous, helpful, every virtue a good fren has, he have it. but im not a very good fren, its onli becoz hes RICH lol. then we got into the same class yr n yrs. P5, maybe all of us changed. but no doubt we're still best of the best fren. but nothing really lasts, especially something u cherish the most. till now i dun really know wats the reason, but our bond broke becoz i backstabbed him? tts wat he told me.. maybe i really did. but din really find out as well. one fine afternoon after PSLE we went to the playground to play as usual. he suddenly pop out n hitting me. ran n ran. he yelled:"dun think watever you do is right! ur way of doing things is totally off. No more fren from today onward." -in chinese. sound something liddat de. pple around got shocked n somehow says i backstab him. was damn pissed then. so embarassed infront of every1 being pushed ard. din bother to ask for details. one of my biggest regret too. maybe i cant have a best fren in life. losing everytime i got 1. too much suffer from it. too painful. lost too much, learnt alot. all these lesson pays too much of a price! all these happened jus becoz of me. stubborn. n tons of my bad-comings. sadddd- 1hr passed. watch more teebee le. good day- Thursday, January 04, 2007 6:21 PM first day of sch: lol woke up verrry early 8.10am! prepare everything n readdy for this big day! unfortunately, had to carry a heavy laptop to loan a friend's friend for presentation. i think something happened at yishun mrt 'again'.. met jeremy in the train talk about everythingggg in the holiday. reached sch first lesson programing!! =.= headache. a short while later went out to pass the laptop to friend's friend. Shocked! lol tt friend's friend's friend who accompanied her is my cousin lOLs how small can singapore be. hahas quite happy to see everyone faces again still as fun as ever. but all the project n assignment is closer to the due date oreadiii sian.  a story. which i think its IMpossible to see LOls nvm. leaveit. some1 who show sad faces whole day makes pple think hes gaining pity. some1 who show happy faces whole day makes pple think hes hiding sadness.
Wednesday, January 03, 2007 9:59 PM  LOl ytd went for nite riding. met all at bing hseee. then move on to repair our bike which got sabo-ed at cwp during newyear COUNTDOWN! lols. had evenuch- not dinner non lunch. at loykee, the best chicken rice! wahaha next stop: Vista Park. awww our favourite hang out in the past.. so long nv go leeee. talk alot there n foool around. snack + drink pit stop at 7-eleven of Vista Point. Adventure TIME!! Year 007. Bond's Year! cycled to sembawang park quite far~ lol but still manage to get there fast enough.. its quite fun, peaceful, enjoyable, romantic, smooothin place! the restaurant facing the sea is niceee LANNG MAN NEHH! haha.. heard from fren the food is nice too. The jetty's a hotspot for fisherman n fren. everynite oso packed wif cavemans. playyy ard the playground n swingggs. Photo up there! im not in =( the ride home is the BESST screaming on the road in midnite. fffuunn but i have to go home by myself =.= we exited from different route home! home sweet home! 2am. Today: woke up quite early 8am lols by a mass send morning 'call', too bad my sch starts tml, if not it would be jus nice. tml 9am lesson =.= played the new dota map 6.39.. the new hero suxxx geo, i mean. the priest isnt tt bad lol. rot n slack n stone in the noon. then went for the LAST practical of broom broom! RAIN MAANNN $%^&#$%^&! failed n had to repeat bleh! hate it when it rains. 1 thing good about learning bike from Car. u can get to know new frens learning bike but not car lol. quite alot preeetty gals learn bike which i dunno y osooo. had the same practical today wif the gal tt cost me to fail the last prac! tiko instructor! get to know her lol but sadly its NOT useful today! she too failed. LOLs almost every1 who failed became fren lol. we all booked the next prac together, commplainssss abt today's instructor n walk home together.. reached home all drencheddd. bad weaather. haix Y? "its happier to live a simple life." extracted from Ah Wang! "sometimes its better to be the bad guy yourself." extracted from my life! Monday, January 01, 2007 4:47 PM countdown is jus an event for gathering. 2007 is jus another whole number. look outside the window is there any different in this 'new' year look within you is there any different in yourself but no one said things shud change in new year. so its jus another year closer to deaath. another year closer to the end. a full stop marks the end of a sentence. a line space marks the end of a paragraph. when a chapter ends, another chapter will continues the story. when a story ends, the character dies, even if they lives happily ever after. lol my story has reached chapter 18. its not a happening story. n im not sure of the ending. hahaaa. im writing this story w/o given an eraser. theres no turning bacck. but i'll keep writing till the very endd. what if people stop believing in you? i'll keep trying!
12:02 AM =.= very very very tired. very long nv ton so 'early' le. ytd got conned by jianwei to a BBQ at sembawang park. somemore say ride bike go lol.. first time know tt they ride bike oso de. so cycled the whole way till sembawang n took a d-tour around sembawang n into sembawang park. the park is quite simple n peaceful at certain place, oso crowded area wif fisherman n campers. reached there found the BBQ place. then... he told me tt the pple BBQ there is his fren's fren de. he dunno any1 =.= im jus a 3rd degree fren there. jus chat awhile eat abit food brought over by ed and kc. kaoxxx im a total stranger there all evergreen secondary gathering. then they decided to go for mahjong session, not enuff pple.. got xavier along to join lol... met him at admiralty n went to kc's hse at woodland ring sec there. 1am start to prepare... then roll the dice.. play till 6am then finish 1 complete round. continued to play till 7am. freaking TIRED!!! in the end. the host kc lost heavily. the rest win bits n bits. poor kc =( but its enjoyable to play with all of them. win or lost oso play small bets onli, its the process tt we enjoy!!! cycled all the way home. finally home sweet home! i guess my new year eve noon is spent on sleeping. Happy New Year Eve.
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Philosophy Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets, so love the people who treat you right, forget the ones who don’t and believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said that it would be easy; they just promised it would be worth it. |
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Quotes A friend is like a four leaf clover, very hard to find but very lucky to have. |
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