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Thursday, June 28, 2007
11:06 AM haix dam fedup with this kind of life oh fuck it. feeling so sick everyday. coming all the way here to work. din get to have a break at all. work work work doing all the shit stuff that im know nuts of. having so many pair of eyes staring at u waiting for u to make mistake n out u go. with pple who u know tt hates u around greeting u so fakely and even spreading fucking rumours about u which u wun even noe. seems like every1 whos getting close to him r drifting away from me. typical assholes. fucked. things begin to pull me down whenever im already half way up. i tried to stay cheerful but things dont really goes tt smoothly. signing bond was nv a regret for me. im more than happy to help out any1 financially when im capable of. though everyday, the tot of 'breaking bond' when appear in mind whenever sumthing illegal tots crosses my mind. 100k. tts it. all the way down the Building i go. still waiting for tt day. riding bikes is really enjoyable and i still look forward for further upgrade classes of bike. but now, riding bike will soon become the reason of breaking the bond. its not safe. dangerous. i know. time management. i dun really manage my time well. i can spend time crapping around n gaming but not using the time on work, studies n family. too many clik of frens. i wun wanna disapoint each of them. but whenever outing crashed. choice had to be made. now i think tt im not part of any clik out there. not a good fren at all. jack of all trade. tts how pple felt a-lone. theres many scene in life i wish to repeat. but i cant. i've let down so many pple by making the wrong choice. when u dissapoint sum1 most likely there wun be another chance he or she will look for u again. family. always tot tt signing the bond would lighten the burden of parents. somehow its right. but im becoming more money minded. thinking money solves n covers everything. giving 200dollar to my sister as present got me a reply of 'i would wan tt 200 dollar, but i wan ur time for family outing more.' money vs time. all these bullshit end up to this fuckup attachment. and ya here i am whining and blaming about these. believe me try it and u'll know wats these all about. waking up early in the morning. be it u drive or take public transport. u'll still nid an hr to reach. and got myself into accident this morning. thou its not my fault. but if the driver ever report it to police n there goes my bond. take this as a lesson learnt. all the above r my personal recount. do understand the meaning of it. it might be my last post.. dun pple onli learn when they're about to die. now im half dead. Wednesday, June 27, 2007 9:09 AM AHHHHHHHHHHHH attachment haoooooooooo tonggggg kuuuuu ahhh have u ever tried waking up in the morning and feel like taking mc for the day and rest at home do whatever shit u wan?! this is how i felt everyday!!!! but i think im getting used to it le. pple here still ok bah.. "no matter how badly u do. whateva crap u give! the most they can do is scold or fail U! they cant kill U!" think liddat happy le =D wellll its a busy week! hahahahahaahaa Countdown till The Rise of GST : 4 days. enjoy ur Great Singapore Sales now or NEVER!!!!! Friday, June 22, 2007 11:46 AM 19 yrs past since i was born 16 yrs past - i first 'talked' lol 13 yrs past since graduated from kindergarden 7 yrs past - PSLE and graduated from primary 3 yrs past - O'lvl and graduated from secondary 9 mths past since i last had my holiday -_- 1 mth past - attachment time flies - 2 mths more till the end of attachment 4 mths more till the begining of study path 8 mths more till i graduate from poly and go army- so on... still moving on and counting- Wednesday, June 20, 2007 11:15 AM HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY TO SKY! lol another guy growing old le!!! still got 3 month till my turn =( everyday listen to 987fm, oreadi collected a whole list of song i want!! hh n i jus discussed about "no life" LOL 8 hr of sleep daily + 8 hr of full time work = 16 hr 1 hr of break in between work 1 hr traveling time there n 1 hr traveling time back 1 hr breakfast and preparation for work in the morning 1 hr bathing and dinner time when Home sweet home 16 + 5 = 21 hr... which means we left 3 hr to slack haha it suxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx claypot rice : 374 Racecourse Road- Tong Qiang Claypot! Monday, June 18, 2007 4:42 PM sian sian sian sian n MORE SIAN!!! monday bluesssss so shagged at work(rot till shag) - sian have work to do but duno how to start doing - sian weather getting worst n worst office getting cold - sian i wan my holiday!!! 1 yr dun have holiday soooo - sian MY PAY haven comeeeeeee hp bill haven pay =( - sian i wan to go SHOPPING!!! Great Singapore SALESSS - sian everyday at least 5person i chat wif will say "im bored" - sian but tts one good thing. at least im not alone!!!! - sian to those reading these siannnnn sentence : U oso very bored riteeeee LOL thnx for readingggggggggggggg share my boredom! Friday, June 15, 2007 2:08 PM One of my Job Scope : Playing "The Sims"  My house : 1st floor Plan  My house : 2nd Floor Plan
cool ritee. -.- everyday learning how to draw 3d building model. pro IT architect le LOL! interior designer! Monday, June 11, 2007 10:30 AM hai.. offend pple too easily -__-" monday blue.. listening to radio 98.7fm. Mutton in the Morning. currently introducing lunch places lol beef kway teow. century square's food junction 10/10 (recommended by listener) i guess i wun be doing much things today. haha. $$ I WAN $$ I dont need to get-a-life. im a gamer. i have plenty of 'life' ^^ Full time Gamer nowadays. Friday, June 08, 2007 10:14 AM yeaaaaa updating blog in office hour. too busy getting myself a healthy lifestyle. early to rise early to bed makes a man healthy but socially dead. tt explains all! lol today a new guy came. shud say ah pek. Ren Bu Ke Mao Xiang!!!!! LOL he loooks like those ah pek in kopitiam. in 40's wear sandal. kokok de glasses, ragged de shirt and grey pants lol.. HES A Master degree holder!! specialist in database management and server thingy. wtf riteee. hahahaaaaa happening life bleh. 51 working day more. laugh to forget & cry to remember
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Philosophy Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets, so love the people who treat you right, forget the ones who don’t and believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said that it would be easy; they just promised it would be worth it. |
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Quotes A friend is like a four leaf clover, very hard to find but very lucky to have. |
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